practical time bitch!!

aq da start practical at one of the government sector... on 21 november 2011. i will end the practical on 2 march 2010. hopefully i can finish the practical and get the great result as i wish i will get four flat. ahhhahah. btw at the first time i came to office i was so nervous and don't get me wrong yeah bitch im not scared at all. i'm freaking confident person who don't cares what people whom i not know think about me.. den i asked the reciptionist i want to report duty. she said go to lever 12 den i go yer and i was shocked coz i saw there are six others students who practical at the same place with me. i dont really know them.. btw the main point i came here is to gain my knowledge and this is one step to entre the real world which is is knock the door of the real world.. ok bitch gtg.. bye.


love zharif zest

sihir dan perempuan

 

ok manusia... haha.. i nak bercerita pasal wanita. acehhhh... i nk cerita pasal pasal orang yang suka merampas laki orang lain dengan sihir dan sewaktu dengan nya.. very the syirik khennn... 

ok.. i penah bace one of the signs of kiamat is "perempuan akan menguasai lelaki dengan mengunakan ubat guna2, sihir dan amalan syaitan yang lain. (wah very the desperet khnnn wanita?) so benda ne memang betul pon.. dah banyak kita saksi kann sekarang... so ceritanya macam nie. i tak paham kenapa ada perempuan sangup mensihir orang lelaki untung kepentingan peribadi. kata perempuan boleh idup tanpa lelaki, tp tetap nk sihir lelaki? motip eak?? pas uh ada yang berlaki bagai tenguk laki orang uh berduit g sihir org uh.. curless kw mak esah laki orang, lepas uh buat laki orang uh tergila-gilakan kaw, walupon muke kw ala2 tembok besar cina and perangai kw macam hanjenk! kaw tak terasa bersalah ker?? kaw tak taw ker yang laki orang uh ada anak bini yang nak kene bagi makan.. da kau uh mak esah kan dye haruslah kw dapat duit,konek dan sbg lain nyer. suka larh uh kannn... orang yang macam nie aq memang tak paham. and perempuan selalu cakap, "perempuan lebih paham perempuan" law laki kw kene sihir dengan perempuan lain memang baru padan muke kw. kyte nak salah kan lelaki uh pun tak boleh sebab dye dah kene sihir, da memang jadi orang yang tersangat larh bodoh.. so pada isteri yang suami nya tiba2 berubah jangan larh cakap laki anda uh gatal.. cube selidik dulu mungkin sebab hubby anda anda ito telah di mak esah oleh betina sundall di luar sane! so banyak2 larh berdoa yer.. jumpe larh orang yang betul, jangan lak si isteri ni g mak esah lak suami uh bagi nasi kangkang. kesian suami uh kene double sihir.. mungkin sebab uh kowt lelaki ramai gayboy. hahhahahha..

p.s; tp nk wat macam mane benda nie adalah tandan2 akhir zaman, kyte nak tentang pon benda nie akan berlaku gak. yang kyte mampu berdoa dan terus berdoa... BTW lelaki pon ada gak sihir pondan2 or wanita2 untuk idup senang begayto gak sebaliknye.... akhir kate "jauhilah Sihir, sihir ito syirik, minta larh bantuan pada Allah s.w.t"

untunglah org dok berckap pasal aq.

oocay uollss. krunk pernah ker tidak org amik pic kw den feeling jadi kw, den memalukan uolz. aq penah yer.. mesti kournk tak penah khennn? sbb kournk tak malatop haha.. occay firstly yang pasal kat fb uh aq da taw. den aq pon teruskan usaha yang jitu utk mencarik fb fake yang dibuat oleh hanjenk diberupa itoo yer.. den jmper, aq pon sound and bagi link my real fb kat pic uh. pas uh keesokan harinyer aq pon try bkak lagi page jahanam uh. tp tidak diketemui. tak taw larh dye wat per pon... pas uh selang beberapa hari kemudian ada larh sorg kwn aq ckp "kw lain sundelll. ada org wat cete kw kt blog dye." aq pon mule panas larh.. so arine baru aq bace blog nyer. iolz TIDAK MARAH yer dengan akak2 yang jadi pengulas berita pondan2 itoo, sbb dye pon tak taw iolz didajalakan oleh dajal yang tidak berupa itoo.. di sini aq nk terangkan yer. aq tak paam nape org mesti nk curik pic den try to make kontrovery psl aq. tak ker binats kw itooo gee?? KEKDAHNYER kw nk tolong aq carik jantan larh, waluponnnnnn.. tp nk wat mcm ner khennn.. lantak pi larh.. mcm mls nk amik port benda yang tak penting... sedih tgk org yang mcm babi mencuri pic aku than mejatuhkan air muke ku yang baik ni. acehhhhhhhhh.. to KAK SUCI KUDUS thanks uolzz

dah kahwin kw yer(!)

YAH MR & MRS MARCUS kyte

ok uolz sbnry i jarang larh g majlis2 kwin, org meningal, kenduri doa sleamt, party sex, gay party ne. nyahahh .tak suke tak suke.. gaytuhhhh.. tp da bestie sndri kawin kan tak kn tak nk g kowt. tpkasa g larh. walupon hakikat nyer mmg tak nk g sbb tak suke majlis2 mcm ne. i kan anti-social. nyahahha. so ble da smpi everything was good and great. the decoration of the wedding also superb uols. the foods were SEX. tp tak puas sbb dpt mkn sikit. sedihhh taw... baru ingat nk tambah nasi minyak uh.. #kecik atie. ok then I nk ckp larh i gonna miss my bestie. tok bestie ku. jadi isteri yang baik k. aq taw kw mmg baik. cme luaran jer tak baik. tp atie kw sgat baik. aq suke.. so dlm alam berumah tangga nie mmg byk cabaran nuks. (eah aq pnah kawin dan jadi isteri org ke? ) lantank larh janji aq nk bagi nsihat kw bestie aq. hahha.. to mr marcus please take good care of my bestie. I taw u mmg bagus sbb uh u mampu tak jaga kaisya... nyahahha.. akhir kate.  I doakan Mr and Mr Marcus i ne bahagia hingga akhir hayat (tak nk ckp ank cucu sbb tk kn nk doakan bhgia smpi ank cuci abis law dpt cicit?) ok  kat bwh i ada uplod some pics larh. so tgk larh. nyahahha.

-Love... Zharif Zest-

p/s: ruginyer tak amik freash flowers byk2 rugi2. sbb bunga uh  tahan lame. law amik byk2 mest rase bilik aq mcm dlm taman.

raya isn't important to me

raya isn't fun for me. it might be because I came from a broken family, I think it'd be fun if we celebrate raya with our family, that's why raya celebration for me is not fun. so meaningless for me. But I still need to celebrate it. I still have my mum,sis and friends who always there with me, even hard for me to celebrate raya with my dad, I'm not use to celebrate raya with him, I will feel so awkward if celebrate with him.

p/s: I think if I have a bf my Raya celebration will be fun and cheerful. nyahaha.

INSOMNIA the cause tat i think about LOVE

insomnia? yuppp for the a week i think i f insomnia! i cant sleep until 8am. if i sleep when 12 pm i will wake up

the definition of insomnia: The perception or complaint of inadequate or poor-quality sleep because of one or more of the following: difficulty falling asleep; waking up frequently during the night with difficulty returning to sleep; waking up too early in the morning; or unrefreshing sleep. gosh. I am freaking tired of insomnia, hopefully it will not longer larh. occay back to the title yang i tulis. why i said that insomnia is the cause that i think about Love, as you know (if you are my precious friends) i never been in love or loved by someone either men or women(*faint) gagag. occay, as u can read ma last entered was about love in gay world. so aq nie sbb tak ley nk tido pye pasal g larh kw website uh larh, blog uh larh blog nie, downloaded blues, pics, songs, lyrics etc, so suddenly i read a blog that use song "TALKING TO THE MOON BY BRUNO MARS" gosh den i searched the lyric of the song then i sang along larh. after that i realise that this song sangat larh bermakna utk i. even the song is dedicate to his lover at far far away. so i feeling larh yang my Mr.Right itoo jadi org yang i akan nyanyi kan that song. kirenye i ne Bruno mars gayteww.. gagag. *Feeling nuks. so that's why larh i ckp insomnia is the cause that I think about LOVE!!! IHTF( I Hate This Feeling) ok so here's the lyrics of bruno mars song talking to the moon. enjoy,!

BRUNO MARS- TALKING TO THE MOON

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbours think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

[Chorus:]
At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon.
Try to get to you
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too.
Or Am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

I'm feeling like
I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know
Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

[Chorus:]
At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon.
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too.
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

Ahh...Ahh...Ahh..
Do you ever hear me calling
(Ahh...Ahh..Ahh..)
Ho hou ho ho hou

'Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon

Still try to get to you
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

Ohoooo...

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away 

P/S: JOM FEELING BERAMAI2 OCCAY SUNDEELLLL. LMOA!! 

kenapa susah nk dpat bf.??

Ehem3x I am back for Share wif youll ma new entry. Hua69. Gayteww kennss. Hahha. Mcm fames jork.. occay  I’d like to talk about Gay world, but not the gays who hve slim,average body but, for extra plus size gays. Im one of the extra plus size model (opps feeling gayteww, plus size gay) yang da agak brtahun gaks larh mencari cinta di dalam dunia gay nie. Tapi haram nk dpt, nk rase sehari pon mmg tak pernah.. mmg larh topik nie aq asyk ckp jer, tp law share wif my friends ini jawapan dowg “ko uh g larh kuruskan badan,baruL jantans nk kat kw sundelll” gaygehh ker aq nk kuruskan bdn nie. Ckp senang eak korong yang gemok aq bkn kw. Law aq diet hari nie ley kurus mmg aq dalame kurus kenn. Law aq exercise turun naik tangga INSTEDT uh harus aq da slim mcm si zahim(one of ma bestie) iteww tapi mgambil mase agak lame larh. Silap2 smpi taun gajah baru ley kurus.. kwn2 byk gak yang ckp kw g larh Mak esah nuks. Gaygehhh sundelll nk mak esah bia bagi jantan sujud kat kyte. Ckp2 larh dosa sejenis uh nk tambah dosa syirik eak… curlass mmg hazab kw kat kubur nti kne seksa dengan malaikat occay. Pas uh ada gak yang suh bace ayat2 suci al-Quran katernye. Mmg curless eak aq mmg nk carik seorang isteri kannn. Kw gaylakk k nuk nk suh aq bace2 ayat suci utk perkara2 salah itow. Jap lagiii hazab kene panah petir.. law bnda itew baik mmg aq tak der bantahan. Aq just yok2 mula2 amik ayat uh bljar. Tapi hakikatnye pikir2 balik tidak larh. Tak sangup uolls mcm mempermainkan hikmah Allah jer kannn. Bidap itoo.. tak kn larh sbb nk jantan gaygehh hafal ayat2 nk suh jantan tgk kyte cantik kannn. Waluponnn.. aq tertarik dengan kate2 si Zomba@zahim uh. Bia org suke kyte sbb who we are, bkn sbb mak esah occay. Occay yuoll, bck to the main story larh.. aq pelik larh nape larh gay boy tua gemok lagi digilai ramai oleh gay chaser eak? Nape. Walupon dowg d atua occay. Konpuse eak. Kesian kat ktowg yang muda2 nie. Naik bersarang lobang nk tungu jantan, tapi jantan ttp gaygehh nk g kat gay tua2. Is it about harta. (aq rase Jessy J da nyanyi da lagu price tags, tp ttp dowg keja kat org tua. Ayoo. Sentap.) nk tua gak larh. Nk kate aq lembot sgt, tak larh .aq nmpk mcm “str8 act” wif jangut and misai wahhh walupponnn.. pening larh aq dgn dowg nie. Bkn nye aq nie heran sgt nk berkapel bagai. Tak gak. Tp nk gak mrase kannn.. gilak tak nk org amik brat kat kw? Tak nk org jalan2 dengan kw? Tak nk org mkn2 suap2 dengan kw? Tak nk org ciom molot dengan kw? Gaylakks kannn. Hahah. Occay larh. Nk wat mcm mne. Worst come to worst aq kapel jer lah dengan mane jantan pas uh aq spedo larh dowg, segala2 nyer bagi larh (walupo0n diri sndri pon taklepas ada hati kw zharif nk spedo jantan!!) tak pon aq rse mmg aq nie dibenci oleh Cupid kowt. Ayoool law da kne anti haruslah tgu taun sugar glider baru dapt laki. Occay penat larh.. nk google larh care2 nk pikat jantan, gaygehh tak. Hahha.. occay BRB uollss. Byeee. LOVE..  -Zharif Ezy Loy-.

miss ma bloody twin

i need to write this entry, because i wanna to share to all of you ma feeling. ok let starts it. the person who like my sister, to me seems to be quite distant from me. last time we meet e situation a bit awkward . i wonder where is she rite now? never reply ma sms, ma fb comment? where f you been dear? i wonder is she ok or not, i know that she isn't in the pink of health, but i hope she will get well soon .miss you chill around wif ma twin, catch scary movie, (the most hilarious part is when she get scream because i scream not because of teh story.) hua69.. really enjoy watch movie wif her, especially horror films. heheh.. when I saw Mcd, i will thinks about her, because she likes to eat fries with strawberry shakes. you are alien dear, last word from me, i just miss you, i dun wanna lose a friend like you, because you are the most precious friend for me. hehe. love you dear.

ayoo tak berhati perot larh

kadng2 uh aq tertnye. krunk uh kan dak2 amik diploma tp nape kurng nie self-fish eak? ayyoooo. bkn nyer aq berharap kowt tapi npe larh korun nie mmg tek berhati perot eak. padahal ktye satu kolej kannn. tak kan larh kw tak nk tumpang kan aq. aq dalah sakit kaki gler. tak salah law kw tumpang kannn aq.. mmg larh kw tak rapat dengan aq. tapi tak kn lahr korung uh tak der rse simapti kat aq yang comel nie( aleh2) hua69.. tak per yuoolll. nti aq ta bli kete aq langar moto buruk kourng uhl.. (nk pakai kereta kebal jer) da berjam2 aq jalan nk g kelas taw. ayooo. yang driver bus uh pon satu. kemain laju lagi dyer bwak bas uh. bkn reti nk pandang2 belkang. ayoooo.

p/s: hopefully larh aq tak kene gout(law slh eja sory k)

stop under estimate people biatch

eah aq benci larh law org yang suke merendah2kan kebolehan org lain. mentang2 kyte nie tak blja tinggi mcm der suka suki muka dyer jer nk rendah2kan taraf org lain. kw lyak ker kimak? tolong larh. kw setakat ada degree kw nk blagak bgos larh dengan gaji kw uh. kw pon tak der larh hebat mane pon kw nk rendah2 kan kwn2 aq. tolong lrh cermin diri kw uh yer... keji larh kw nie..
p/s: leh ke laki kw uh tahan dengan kw eak? hua69

semakin sunyi idop nie eak??

ayoo. makin bosan larh idop nie. bler bestie yg selalu ada dengan kyte nie da da tak der. da makin jauh. law tak dulu 24jam bersama. sbb uh ktowg nie kembar.. hua69.. sejak dyr tak bleja same nie mcm bosan larh kat sini. tak der tmpt untk aq nk share problems. tmpt nk gelak ketawa. jumpe pon bler aq blik jb jer. adyoaiii.. stress!! tp tak per larh. itew life dyer kennn. tak per nuk. aq always behind your back owk. i hope kw pon same. btw atleast law dapat bf nie. dapat larh gak nk manja2 sikit kann/ tapi smpi skung nie tak der pon bf yang nk lekat. sedih nyer. atoya.. mane larh jejeka malaya nie. ker jejaka malaya nie nk kat muke yang cando jer. ayoo sentap alrh...

koniciwa 21!!!

it's official i'm a year older. omg 21.... takot yuooll da tua aq. tak per da betol sah nk wat maksiat nie. suke!!1

for ma friends are ma face look like ma age? may all ma and ma friends wishes come true. hua69 espically bout kejayaan and cik jan. omg. btw thnx for the wishes ma friends. lov yuoll damn much strong. lol..

it's near to ma sexier bufday bitches!!!1

like OMG. ma bufday is around d corner. what i really want is a new husband. hua69. cupid plz don hates me.. i really need a partner. serious shit. i hope that guy is one of d instedt student. hua69.. waiting for you ma prince charming.

BERTUNANG!!!!

Like omg! almost 21 years we spend time together isn't it ma sister? this saturday kw da nk bertunang kan.. then after 1 year yu'll get married.. huh! i'm gonna miss yu like crazy... for sure i reli hope ma future bro in law( hua69) will take care of ma sis... be responsible guy dude!!! so for ma sis me n mak gonna miss you..
selamat bertunang

-ezy loy-

RUMAH KER MCM NI????

ayooo. first of all aq bkn nk kecikkan atie sape2 owk...
aq dok satu umah sewa nie. tapi mcm tak serupa rumah pon.. alah2 reban ayam gitewww.
lagipon rumah uh unsafe larh yuolll... kw tak mati nti aq tengah lepak2 kat beranda rumah kena sondol dengan babi utah??? ayoooo.. jijiks owk.. tak koser larh aq dek.... btw tapi aq rase tak patot larh owner umah uh nk sewa rumah uh tapi tak reti nk repair umah kw.... kw gler ke??? kw nk duit berpada2 larh.. melampau eak kw tuan rumah. mentang2 ktowg dak kolej kw wat mcm uh??? hina eak?
so pade sape2 yang ada rumah uh law nk sewa umah uh reti2 nk jaga kebajikan rumah kw uh... sedih larh dunia yang fana ini.... sedihHHHHH!!!

-Ezy Loy-

i gonna miss you ma sibling

omg da lbh 2 tahun da aq kwn dengan kw kan nuk. ttbe jer kw nk quit study. but its owk larh nuk nie pon untk kebaikan kw gak kannnn.. aq ttp sokong kw taw.... aq pon harap kyte da lost contact owk.. da byk kete tempoh susah senang same2 kannn. sedih ttb kw da tak blh nk lepak kat penawr mcm dlu dengan aq. da tak der sape nk lunch sme dengan aq. msti aq sorg2 lagi mcm mase baru aq msk. kw org yang pertama tegor aq. kw org yang leh teme aq gay kat kolej uh dlu kannn. mak epy nuk sangat epy dapat kawan mcm kw. kw bkn bestie aq tapi sibling aq... aq nk kaw taw aq sayang sangat kt kw taw... owk nuk jangan lupe aq taw bile da senang nti.. chill babe.. love yu fuxin hard.. muahhhhhh. kiss kat tempat biase owk.....

-Ezy Loy-