INSOMNIA the cause tat i think about LOVE

insomnia? yuppp for the a week i think i f insomnia! i cant sleep until 8am. if i sleep when 12 pm i will wake up

the definition of insomnia: The perception or complaint of inadequate or poor-quality sleep because of one or more of the following: difficulty falling asleep; waking up frequently during the night with difficulty returning to sleep; waking up too early in the morning; or unrefreshing sleep. gosh. I am freaking tired of insomnia, hopefully it will not longer larh. occay back to the title yang i tulis. why i said that insomnia is the cause that i think about Love, as you know (if you are my precious friends) i never been in love or loved by someone either men or women(*faint) gagag. occay, as u can read ma last entered was about love in gay world. so aq nie sbb tak ley nk tido pye pasal g larh kw website uh larh, blog uh larh blog nie, downloaded blues, pics, songs, lyrics etc, so suddenly i read a blog that use song "TALKING TO THE MOON BY BRUNO MARS" gosh den i searched the lyric of the song then i sang along larh. after that i realise that this song sangat larh bermakna utk i. even the song is dedicate to his lover at far far away. so i feeling larh yang my Mr.Right itoo jadi org yang i akan nyanyi kan that song. kirenye i ne Bruno mars gayteww.. gagag. *Feeling nuks. so that's why larh i ckp insomnia is the cause that I think about LOVE!!! IHTF( I Hate This Feeling) ok so here's the lyrics of bruno mars song talking to the moon. enjoy,!

BRUNO MARS- TALKING TO THE MOON

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbours think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

[Chorus:]
At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon.
Try to get to you
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too.
Or Am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

I'm feeling like
I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know
Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

[Chorus:]
At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the moon.
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too.
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

Ahh...Ahh...Ahh..
Do you ever hear me calling
(Ahh...Ahh..Ahh..)
Ho hou ho ho hou

'Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon

Still try to get to you
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon?

Ohoooo...

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away 

P/S: JOM FEELING BERAMAI2 OCCAY SUNDEELLLL. LMOA!! 

kenapa susah nk dpat bf.??

Ehem3x I am back for Share wif youll ma new entry. Hua69. Gayteww kennss. Hahha. Mcm fames jork.. occay  I’d like to talk about Gay world, but not the gays who hve slim,average body but, for extra plus size gays. Im one of the extra plus size model (opps feeling gayteww, plus size gay) yang da agak brtahun gaks larh mencari cinta di dalam dunia gay nie. Tapi haram nk dpt, nk rase sehari pon mmg tak pernah.. mmg larh topik nie aq asyk ckp jer, tp law share wif my friends ini jawapan dowg “ko uh g larh kuruskan badan,baruL jantans nk kat kw sundelll” gaygehh ker aq nk kuruskan bdn nie. Ckp senang eak korong yang gemok aq bkn kw. Law aq diet hari nie ley kurus mmg aq dalame kurus kenn. Law aq exercise turun naik tangga INSTEDT uh harus aq da slim mcm si zahim(one of ma bestie) iteww tapi mgambil mase agak lame larh. Silap2 smpi taun gajah baru ley kurus.. kwn2 byk gak yang ckp kw g larh Mak esah nuks. Gaygehhh sundelll nk mak esah bia bagi jantan sujud kat kyte. Ckp2 larh dosa sejenis uh nk tambah dosa syirik eak… curlass mmg hazab kw kat kubur nti kne seksa dengan malaikat occay. Pas uh ada gak yang suh bace ayat2 suci al-Quran katernye. Mmg curless eak aq mmg nk carik seorang isteri kannn. Kw gaylakk k nuk nk suh aq bace2 ayat suci utk perkara2 salah itow. Jap lagiii hazab kene panah petir.. law bnda itew baik mmg aq tak der bantahan. Aq just yok2 mula2 amik ayat uh bljar. Tapi hakikatnye pikir2 balik tidak larh. Tak sangup uolls mcm mempermainkan hikmah Allah jer kannn. Bidap itoo.. tak kn larh sbb nk jantan gaygehh hafal ayat2 nk suh jantan tgk kyte cantik kannn. Waluponnn.. aq tertarik dengan kate2 si Zomba@zahim uh. Bia org suke kyte sbb who we are, bkn sbb mak esah occay. Occay yuoll, bck to the main story larh.. aq pelik larh nape larh gay boy tua gemok lagi digilai ramai oleh gay chaser eak? Nape. Walupon dowg d atua occay. Konpuse eak. Kesian kat ktowg yang muda2 nie. Naik bersarang lobang nk tungu jantan, tapi jantan ttp gaygehh nk g kat gay tua2. Is it about harta. (aq rase Jessy J da nyanyi da lagu price tags, tp ttp dowg keja kat org tua. Ayoo. Sentap.) nk tua gak larh. Nk kate aq lembot sgt, tak larh .aq nmpk mcm “str8 act” wif jangut and misai wahhh walupponnn.. pening larh aq dgn dowg nie. Bkn nye aq nie heran sgt nk berkapel bagai. Tak gak. Tp nk gak mrase kannn.. gilak tak nk org amik brat kat kw? Tak nk org jalan2 dengan kw? Tak nk org mkn2 suap2 dengan kw? Tak nk org ciom molot dengan kw? Gaylakks kannn. Hahah. Occay larh. Nk wat mcm mne. Worst come to worst aq kapel jer lah dengan mane jantan pas uh aq spedo larh dowg, segala2 nyer bagi larh (walupo0n diri sndri pon taklepas ada hati kw zharif nk spedo jantan!!) tak pon aq rse mmg aq nie dibenci oleh Cupid kowt. Ayoool law da kne anti haruslah tgu taun sugar glider baru dapt laki. Occay penat larh.. nk google larh care2 nk pikat jantan, gaygehh tak. Hahha.. occay BRB uollss. Byeee. LOVE..  -Zharif Ezy Loy-.

miss ma bloody twin

i need to write this entry, because i wanna to share to all of you ma feeling. ok let starts it. the person who like my sister, to me seems to be quite distant from me. last time we meet e situation a bit awkward . i wonder where is she rite now? never reply ma sms, ma fb comment? where f you been dear? i wonder is she ok or not, i know that she isn't in the pink of health, but i hope she will get well soon .miss you chill around wif ma twin, catch scary movie, (the most hilarious part is when she get scream because i scream not because of teh story.) hua69.. really enjoy watch movie wif her, especially horror films. heheh.. when I saw Mcd, i will thinks about her, because she likes to eat fries with strawberry shakes. you are alien dear, last word from me, i just miss you, i dun wanna lose a friend like you, because you are the most precious friend for me. hehe. love you dear.